Funk

Warning: This post is just a form of release with no plan what so ever, just me writting because I don't know what else to do.


I am in a funk today. A state of depression or something. Not a place I really want to be, but I kinda don't care to find the energy or what not to pull myself out at the moment.

All that progess I was making is at a stand still if not a slow avalanche. Today was suppose to be the day to get on top of things again.

That didn't happen. and for some reason, that is not really anyones fgault really, No body can make me happy today, EVERYONE is irritating me and I just want them all to shut up or go away.

You would think it is pms, but it isn't, unless there is a post-ms instead of a Pre-one.

My head hurts, my stomache is upset, I barely ate or drank, and what I did had no good taste to it.

The bed though, the bed sounds wonderful....I have been so tired for no real good reason and everyday I want to go back to bed, but today it was like calling to me.

So I hope that this helps me get over this funk, and lets me get up, take my son to his therapy in the morning, go take care of what ever needs to be taken care of in town, then come home and get this place in gear.

Oh my goodness it is 7pm, wow time flys when you arent doing anything.

I have to accomplish something, I have been mean to my poor Beloved today. He has taken the brunt of my mood, better him than the kids, but it still isn't fair.

I am gonna go drink some water, stretch, clean up the mess of gold fish the kids madee, and figure out a more detailed plan for dinner.

On a side note we find out this Friday if my son gets into the preschool which will be a great thing for him. :)