Pity Party

I am gonna throw myself one, as soon as I can eat brownies :)

I have more than a few bad teeth that need root canals. It is a long, stupid story as to how it ever even got to this point. But Now it is just money and open appointments and people to watch the kids, that are keeping us from getting them all done.

I had an emergency one done Yesterday morning because i was barely alive all weekend and the Vicodin and 800 mg of Ibuprofen wasn't even touching the pain, but here I am 2 days later still in pain. It still hurts as does the tooth next to it, and my ears and throat, and tongue where it got cut and lips where my son head butted me and busted them.

So I am drugged up and constantly washing my mouth with salt water and Listerine. I have even tried a few home remedies like drops of warm olive oil in your ear and swishing vanilla extract on your teeth and nothing is really helping. Between chasing kids, getting house "clean" for our new room mate and trying not to move more than the children force me, I am at a loss for distractions from the pain.

Games online don't work, by the way I have learned that I am not smarter than a 5th grader, reading isn't bad but I don't get very far before a kid has me up and going again.
I feel so bad because nothing is getting done, I feel like hell cause i can't eat and empty tummy and meds don't mix, my temper is short. and I have been head butted, kicked, punch and slapped in the mouth at least 1x each in the last few days.
Our new roommate will be here in like 13 hours or so and I am so not ready. I m such a mess.

This isn't the way I planned to kick off my New Years resolutions at all. Now that I have moaned and groaned too much, I will go and attend to my kids needs again. Times like this i really want my mommy.