Ramblings of Life

Things I want to blog about:
My boys
cooking
holidays
money
going back to work
new car
time management
house cleaning/organization
WoW
My "Faith"
My brain
Our trip to the Zoo Parking Lot and Aidan going shopping for him self
My poor poor carpet
No Friends

that is just what i can remember

I have a Bad tooth ache, I was told about 18 months ago I needed multiple root canals, but I was going to cost lots of money we didn't have, I was prego and very sick. So it got put off. Then hubby got new insurance an great fully paid free insurance but by the time we actually got the cards because there was some kinda issue with verifies us as his dependents, Hubby decided he couldn't work the 2 jobs anymore and quit.
He was working 2:45 am to 6:45 am at UPS and then 7am to 5pm at his full time job, It was a very hard schedule on all of us. But we thought he would get promoted to a driver and then he could quit the full time job and and be full time at UPS, but it wasn't happening and there was no end in sight. And he was so tired and gettign sick all the time, when he use to never get sick.
I know we could have gone to the dentists and eye Dr and had the insurance billed w/o cards, or some how paid them with our non existent money and the insurance would be reimbursed after it got all situated, but I didn't know or predict that hubby was gonna up and quit so I thought that waiting another month would be OK.
Well I was wrong and we got the insurance cards in the mail the last day hubby worked at UPS. So now we switched to his full time jobs, Insurance and it is better than most but still has a deductible and we don't have that money and we would still have to pay a percent after that, I just I am not sure what.
With the deductible for the health and the deductible for the dental, and we need to use both soon because Aidan will start going to Phsycologists to see why he isn't talking soon. I know we have better coverage than alot of people, and that it cold be worse. But I am constantly on Tylenol and ibuprofen to keep the pain at bay. And i Know what can happen if the infections in your teeth aren't treated and I am scared and stressed.
So besides needing a new car cause hubby's is dieing and because we just don't fit in out lil cars very well. I have to go back to work PT and hubby has to work nights, but then if I start work then I can't immediately take off to get dental work done, and Christmas is coming and did we have 3 nieces we have never met, and we haven't seen my husbands family since Oct 2004?
If I get my old job back PT then the insurance is better I think, and we can afford a car payment, and there won't be stress to eat and pay rent and all bills each month.
OK I really wanted this to be a happier blog, I REALLY got off track.
If my tooth can just hold off for about 2 months and if I can just get my old job back, then everything should be OK, and there is so much good that can come from all this.
OK this touched on a few things I wanted to blog about. After I get the boys settled I will try for a different topic.
So I am actually in a good mood, I went for a walk in the over cast day with the boys, my ten months old is biting my knee cap and it hurts like ..well you know, but his face is so cute when he looks up at me I don't really care, plus his teething hurts worse than my knee and Aidan is dressed in pants and really well dressed at all and looks too cute and too old. All these things as well as that hubby gets off early today are just good and make all the else worth it. :)